Of that galaxy dancing and laughing again.

600th post!

It’s been a while since my last post, blame those busy and moody days! This is the picture that I look into everyday when I open my laptop. I haven’t been myself for a month now and there’s this thing that really bothers me and I do not know how to open this up to a friend or to anyone. It scares me a lot but I am afraid to confirm if it’s really something to be afraid of, something that I did foolishly without thinking of the consequences that might be brought after.

Anyway, it’s becoming really hard for me to sleep since the vacation started. Lack of physical activity I guess, sleep time would be two or three o’clock in the morning and then I would wake up by eleven or worse, one in the afternoon. I’ve noticed that I’ve been gaining weight, this should be fuckin prevented from happening and so I have to stop these poor habits. While dinner, my mom told me “Tumataba ka na!”. My dad has been asking me to join him in running every morning but I just cannot tell him how the hell can I wake up very early if I’ve been sleeping too late. 

I promise I will exercise and start with the daily routines tomorrow. And hopefully, little by little achieve this kind of body. I do not aim for abs, just a fit body. I want to say goodbye to this tummy and man boobs. I have to look good for the Puerta Galera outing with cousins on the fifteenth and the holy week vacation at Iba, Zambales.

Help me motivate myself, please.